wo zui xing fu de shi

i hate myself
i hate why that time you call me dn go his concert,waste money
i hate why i listen to you
i hate why i choose you rather than him
i hate why i don't choose him
i hate i choose you
i choose you,not him....
how can you did that to a small little childish girl that always live in her childish world and always know how to love her idol only ?????
i hate how you steal my heart
i hate you always in my mind
i hate i go where also think of you
i hate the place we go together before
i hate i cry when i think of our everything
i can't forgot everything we did...
you have your dream
my pleasure is waiting
wating for you
i will always be here
i promise myself
i dn care whether you have girlfriend,or children or blablabla anything else
i will always be there for you
i don't care
1 year,i can did it
my job is to see you happy
i know
you call me not to find you anymore
i understand
you have your freedom and rights to look for your wild side or your freedom
so i won't go find you
because i know when you are tired,you will come to me
coz loving you is wo zui xing fu de shi