I can said I'm afraid of the night,coz I used to have a person to acc me chit chatting along the night,although what he said is just some rubbish stuff,now he is gone,gone from my life,but still running in my memory ,my heart dies a little when I hear your name. Last Tuesday met you at somewhere, that turning back scene was unforgettable ,I tot I'm the only girl u will care for,but then I prove myself wrong.i tot I'm that strong and tough,I don't know why,who am I that sitting there crying alone along the afternoon ,that's not me,I'm just too emotional,I knew that sunlight will lead me back to where I were. But then I have took you as a part of my life ,as my family,as my soul,I know that I'm childish to say this way,you couldn't understand me if you judging me at your angle.what I can do now is to put down everything,I know sometimes I might be a little emotional ,might be texting you again,begging for a chance,that's stupid,coz every time I also play a role that cares too much and you just find me whenever you want,I'm totally upset to my life,that I have met someone like you,but I couldn't deny my feeling on you,that's love I know,although you are a bad person with a bad attitude in my mind,but I love you. I don't mind spending all my time with you coz you are irreplaceable,if one sorry could lead us back,I would apologize for what I've done,but now apologize couldn't solve our problems,sometimes I just don't understand why do God plan this arrangement,to give me hope and break it silently ,make me suffer,make me stand up agn then broke me down again and again,I hate the way I love you,it's scary,the way I envy,I stalked everyone around you,then I make myself sad whole day along,what I do,where I go,remind me of you,I hate that you are the shadow of me,I knew I cared too much,and you're like you don't care, I knew all of this,I'm trying to put some effort on other people and this doesn't work,I did everything that I never did before to forget you,it's hard. To say I'm a person who greedy,if you miss me,come and find me and we will start all this again.if you're not willing I understand,to wish u a happy life with your next partner and do take care,I will always here my love

well i hate when i have to do this important decision.okay..i just have to give up on this for a temporarily time ok? after next year or after SPM i can continue it right ? i wanted to be dancer so badly TT have to train hardly since i'm not very okay with it..also duno have competition on december anot since i already quit now :'( pls wait me!! i promise i will go back! ;)) all i have to do now is enjoy myself in this pretty awesome holiday. oh one more ! handsome uncle i hope i can attend your wedding on Dec! coz i have been waiting u to marry since i was small :) not only me but the whole family! we're not giving u pressure la haha just do whatever u want kay? we will respect every decision you made..hope u will have a happiness family with ur girlfriend,feeling blessed :) actually feel so boring in this holiday,lifeless. i miss the retard that will talk stupid things and do funny things with me although everytime i will still get mad with you :(((((((( i miss u so badly even though u hate me alot :( i hope we will still be classmate next year hehe...

趁还年轻，我不将就。

I hate celebrate birthday not because of what
Coz every year also no ppl want to celebrate with me
I hate celebrate birthday
I wish I could just skip my birthday
Why treat me so bad???
Ah shouldn't complain
Just saying
Ok mood drop to zero

August moment

'hi how it's going'

this sentence just fking piss me off today

prepared everything ,in the best condition,best situation,best mood

but...that retarded mok didn't cooperate well,keep playing fool

damn! just spoiled my plan!

afterwards,the teacher said we(3 groups) have to do it again after whole class has done

coz we didn't prepared our text well

i was like what the hell

THIS IS TOO UNFAIR !!!!!!!

i almost can scream at there!!!!!

damn teacher you lost my respect

i hate you so much.

anyway,practice makes perfect,i will try to calm myself down.

#happyKRIStalday

happy birthday oooo crystal foong kay ern

love you so much my love !!

really appreciate our friendship in these two years

hope you like the cake and my present :)

everytime update blog sure got some point 1...

like this time i wanna share abt my feeling..

just want to share about my life

i really appreciate my life

bcs i don't need to worry about money,shelter,food and education

and i really have a really awesome and great parents

they love me so much

whataver mistake i've done,they will always forgive

and they will always love me

my daddy always said im his princess

and i love my mom the most

whoever try to hurt her,i will never let them go

just like 'her'

i will find a chance to revenge

but my revenge type is mentally not physically HAHA

my parents always give me what i want

say one sentence very lansi one

'there's nothing i can't get.'

so i have everything i want since i'm also a grateful person

and i have a bunch of friends that can always rely on them

so i have nothing to complain anymore :)

好心有好日-白龙王座右铭 :)

i don't know how to speak out my feeling to you.

i really like you a little too much.

i hope you will listen to the song coz it mean what i want to say to you.